I had been dating my boyfriend now for two years, and although I saw no signs of cheating something just did not feel right. We started off as two spontaneous souls. Our passion for each other and our lust for excitement always kept our relationship exciting. In every way I felt like I had found the man that matched my everything. I had to marry this man someday I thought. We would often have the most intimate yet most raunchy sex both of us had ever encountered, or so I thought.
Slowly our passion, excitement and even our sex lives started rolling downhill. Of course as a woman right away I thought he was cheating, but all my searches were in vain. His email, phone records nor his schedule showed any signs of infidelity. I would plan events for us to attend and new things to try, as I always did before, which he would accompany me to but always seemed as if he was miles away from me. After months of this distance, not even holding each other at night when we slept anymore, I summed it up to “the honeymoon phase was over.”
With our sex life on the line of non existent, I often found myself perusing several x rated websites. As I mentioned we had a very raunchy sex life due to the fact that we were both into a little of the weird and kinky stuff, so my searches sometimes went from the norm to things that may be taboo to some. One morning I awoke and noticed his “morning wood” was in full effect. I tried to take advantage of the situation but was brushed off with a fake snore and then he rolled over. Fine i thought to myself and went straight to the living room to my laptop.
I was feeling substantially deprived, beyond aroused and a little frustrated so only the un-normal would work for me at that moment. I proceeded to log onto a site i had previewed once before. After watching a few seconds of about different clips my eyes flashed over a thumbnail of a movie and I had to do a double take. I clicked on the video and began to watch in awe as my boyfriend stepped out of a room into a bedroom with two men laying naked on the bed.
Frozen and watching more because I could not move my hands to shut it off, I watched as the tree men kissed and touched and stroked each other. Hands and mouths were everywhere. Legs spread fully and backs arched as if I were watching slim flexible women bend in every which way. I have never been one to cringe at men having sex with each other but when I saw him penetrate one guy while the other guy penetrated him I almost passed out.
Of course every thought came to mind. IS this why he is no longer interested in me? Where is he finding the time to do this? Is he gay or bisexual?? Just then I heard his footsteps exiting the bedroom. He was up. I slammed the laptop shut and got up to meet him. I kissed him good morning and asked what he wanted for breakfast.
I was still in shock but more then anything I had not decided how to handle or manage this x rated information so I went on with the morning as if nothing was on my mind…………
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